I'm a peaceful person, who feels violence can be condoned. Though I'm far from sensitive, I can be swiftly annoyed by particular actions. Why am I divulging personal charter traits? I dunno maybe its therapeutic to be honest about ones self, or maybe just maybe I'm tired and utterly exasperated just one day in, of all the "Two African American Coaches Made It to the Super Bowl", talk. It seems that every time I change the channel, listen to the radio, step, into the office at work, or buy a loaf of bread at the moment I have the near uncontrollable urge to say, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!. Why?.........
The Interchanble African American term.
I hate (sorry strongly dislike wont work) the term African American, if you know me or this happens not to be your first visit here, you should already be acquainted with my stance on the idiom.
The haughtiness if of the White establishment….to call them selves American….while hyphenated every one else…..which is highly ironic,when technically speaking the persons…who get the most flack for being immigrants, "illegals" and other sinister terms are inherently more American then any white or black individual….. but thats another convo…lets just say the unspoken arrogance of that display bothers me….
Second lets not play games….even tho its wrought with falsehood only a society like ours can perfect and propagate, Africans image is prolly one step bellow T.O's is the contemporary American mind regardless of race, religions or economic status. Yes ..Africa has problems…and some MAJOR issues, but the wholesale negative light its portrayed in is entirely unfair. I mean damn, we live in the earths Disney World and we know how fucked up things are here. Basically the dynamic runs as follows…"Africa's fucked up place, so be happy and feel lucky you're here, or those whom which you emanate from are inferior. Now I've done the knowledge enough to know those claims and assumptions are bullshit, but to be equated with them is just another straw on the proverbial back. The bothersome factor is ratcheted up ..do to the plain fact that relation and connection between Blacks and Africa is shaky at best in tragic shambles at worst. Do in large part to are educational system and the way which history has occurred. Whites (Or Asians etc etc with their respective "places of origin")people have a far better relations and association with Europe than Blacks with Africa. Yet no conation of their identity is ever directed associated with lands apart from this distinct country. So yes in my mind I'm definitely like fuck that, and to alleviate my angst ..until the Super Bowl is over I'm referring to all White People in my presence as European Americans in quaint protest, now. for the rub as they say……
The Omnipresent Black First
All I hear is "This is so important" "This is historical" "this will open up doors". Hmmm. Why? How come? And will it? Why is this so important? The fact that Lovie Smith and Tony Dungy can obviously coach has been well know for a minute, their making it to the Super Bowl does nothing to change that. In realms of importance, what does their reaching the zenith game tangibly do for all of the Black People this is supposed to be so good for? Why is it historical? If it wasn't for the primitive strain of racial thought innate within American society, this moment probably would have occurred decades ago. The extra perseverance and diligence required of Black coaches to attain such a feat should be recognized and praised, but the only reason this is historical is due to lack of true just opportunity. The disturbing sense one gets from all of this talk is…"Look, Look Black men Can lead a team to the Super Bowl!!!!" If it took last Sundays events to prove such to you, my friend you're a fucken idiot" A person of Philippine or Indian decent could coach a team to the Super Bowl. If you're a good enough motivator, judge of talent, have high enough intelligence, and are in good standing with the football Gods who doll out the all necessary luck, you to can be a Super Bowl head coach. The sense of hafting to prove to ourselves and society as a whole that certain task are possible to be achieved is ridiculous Blacks whether G.M Coach, Owner, will succeed and fail horribly ,because they are human…and humans are know to visit every point between triumph and disappointment. Joe Dumars, and Ozzie Newsome are great at their craft, Isaiah Thomas quite frankly may be the worst upper management persona ever to dictate orders from an office. Anything one human can do another one somewhere else on the planet can accomplish. A great White rapper shouldn't shock you, a great black head coach shouldn't amaze you, break down your constructs. To me, this being the biggest story in quite some time is utter bullshit and not accidental. Shamefully this reeks of another Brazilian like discussion of race in this land…which if it is fatiguing me now…I can only imagine how most of the "main stream" feels.
On Championship Sunday I rooted for the Colts. I became a Indy fan because:
I Hate the Patriots
I think Tony Dungy is a good coach who has came painfully close many times before, went thru a horrible tragedy, (no matter how you view suicide), is a former Steelers himself, and because someone very close to me wished for his success
The Bears and Saints game I could have cared less…..
Given the actuality of the situation, football easily superseded race.
I can dully respect those in the age ranges of lets say….50 and up for cherishing such a moment, for they lived more intently more visceral forms of injustice and at some point of their lives neva thought such a moment possible. For them empathy is most assuredly due. The question must be asked however, where did such a idea of impossibility and hopelessness come from? Yes it good to see Black management in the spotlight instead of an endless diet of performers, but Jesus Christ…do we haft to act like this is the greatest fucken event in the world ever? I wish the media would stop patronizing us, and Black People would sober there exuberance and focus on the how comes?)