Monday, November 20, 2006

Damn...Even Him....

Alcohol or anger. If you ever want to know how one truly feels about you, any immense dosage of either should be suffice to elicit the most deeply ingrained feeling about any noun you can conjure up from a person. I'm mainly an empirical fact individual, but I hold at least one strong belief. Feelings don't lie.

There is nothing more honest than involuntary inherent response. Upon hearing about Michael Richards aka..the ever eccentric Kramer from the last of the great sitcoms "Seinfeld" racial tirade, I figured he just got heated said a couple things the he felt beneath the surface and, that was that. I was prepared for what I saw, but definitely didn't expect it. As I search the lands of my mental I'm failing to acquire a incident in which such vehemence is displayed in such a visceral manner. Hmm I'm no Tyson hater…but upon reflection the most recent incidence I can conjure would be the press conference before the Lennox Lewis Fight when Mike repeatedly told a member of the media how he would make him his "bitch" by violating one of his orifices.

While admittedly I found the Tyson debacle slightly entertaining, no such value was derived from Richards. The fact he was talking about Black People isn't even the main reason.. Although I'm a avid Carlos Mencia and those of his comedic ilk despiser (I'll address him another day) if done with respect, I can take racial comedy about my own from another race. I've wasted letters typing the word comedy tho, because Richards did not perform material or put on an act, he just revealed his genuine sentiments, in a manor that would make founders at Stone Mountain shed a tear.

Hey….. If you feel a certain way…by all means do what you do. But… the abhorrence starts to formulate when you flat out lie about your beliefs and actions. Its a far to common occurrence for matters of which are deserving of and others not, nearly every one is know to "apologize" in these times. You know… It's best to "get out ahead" of the story. Well this seems to be true in most cases unless you're an infallible President by your own description. Well with much more expediency than Fema delivers bottled water, Richards delivered his apology on the David Letterman show less than a day after his catharsis. Now in to keep my streak of honesty together with you, I'll admit I did not watch said show. I was to engrossed in watching the finial 2 episodes (I had to do it) of this seasons "Wire" amassing a level of hate for Chris and Snoop that impossibly surpassed my unexplainable hatred for Shane on "The Shield". Let me get back to explainable hate tho. While I didn't watch the whole show, I viewed a variety of clips of the interview and read transcriptions of it. Truthfully I could just state that he had the audacity to say he wasn't racist, a statement witch has to be in the running for "Bullshit Utterance of the Year" award, but that would be an injustice. It would be a waste to not mention that he did his best Bruno from "Black n White" impersonation by spewing off such gems of reference as "The Blacks" and "Afro Americans and surreally invoked Hurricane Katrina's racial divide . Smh….This guy is classic.

The saddest thing about this whole Bob Sagetish Geminism gone horribly wrong incident is audience reaction. I'm not talking about the many who honorably got up and left the comedy club where Richards was performing. No…not them,.not even those who can be heard laughing at his tirade or thought his appearance on Letterman was a platform for jokes. Nope the saddest thing about the incident is a non scientific poll, that's

prolly more accurate than not.

Is Richards a racist?

Yes

60%

No

40%

Total Votes: 173,373

Note on Poll Results

If these are not the words and actions of a racist …what is???

I've never been happier to be a New Undercover fan.

Peace

.. ILLAIM365

Sunday, November 5, 2006

I Don't Recall........

Okay…there are various tactics, philosophies, and ideals involved in parenting. Some are admittedly better than others, but they all share one quality, a vivid everlasting legacy. Why do I conjure up memories that might cause some in your immediate family not to receive Christmas gifts? Well a certain political tactic has recently reverted my mind back to the 80's.

Scenario: Parent or guardian "Didn't I tell you to some random task yesterday??!!!??

Narrator: As the one being asked ponders the question, he understands…that there was a good possibility he was never told to do anything…or his still formulating cognitive system might be failing him and he simply can't remember whether he was or not.

Damien: You didn't tell me to do anything………

(Interrupted by violent response)

Narrator…: A week later we see ourselves at the same Impasse…

Scenario: Parent or guardian: "Didn't I tell you to some random task yesterday??!!!??

Damien: I don't remember.

Narrator :…….(We are interrupted again by more violence)

The necessity of violence to archive the ultimate good can be debated; its historical track record of effectiveness can not, which brings me back to our current era. Violence taught me that "I don't know" "I don't recall" and "I can't remember" are all unacceptable responses. Sans scenarios involving, 256 pound line backers, out of control SUV's or gallons of Grey Goose, 99% of the time when somebody states "I don't recall" they are bs'n you. Even worse they are acting in a way which manipulates while also insulting your intelligence. Numerous persons of all hues and orientations are known to elicit this practice when deemed necessary, but in the interest of being honest in divulging where the impetus of this writing, I must administer credit where it is due. Let's again give a rousing applause to the evil yet frighteningly effective Republicans.

Just as I had begun to make livable peace with some of Dr. Condoleezza Rice's proclivities, you know telling the 9/11 commission they that PDB memo titled "Bin Laden Determined to Strike Inside US" she looked over in August of 2001 seemed to be nothing more than an "Historical Document" and was nothing to get all bent out of shape about, or fucking (excuse the language getting kinda angry when I think about this) ahem.. fucking buying shoes and playing Tennis, while depending on which window she coulda chose to peer through, one of her countries major cites was being decimated, Americans where suffering…or…her people?? were literally dying from neglect. Yes I thought I had made peace with the evil genius. I figured that when my homie Kevin and I started this little side hustle T- Shirt business and my vision of a oversized T with Ms. Rice's picture and name emblazoned on the front and in bold lettering "White House Nigga" (you steal my idea I break your arm) lacing the back, I could express my anger while concurrently releasing it from my being and making a latent profit off of misery like any good American would do. Well all chances of me semi suppressing my justified hate vanished when questioned about a assertion of a meeting between her and former CIA director George Tenet in a recently released Bob Woodward "State of Denial" book, where Tenet allegedly warned her of an impending al Qaida attack, she reverted to stating she didn't recall such a meeting. Now Rice is a certified genius who at that time held the post of National Security Advisor, a position that one would rightly surmise a good memory would become a welcome if not necessary asset. Given the surrounding elements I could come to no other conclusion that she was lying, for if she wasn't, why not just say "I was never told such a thing at that time". Well the said reason her and others like soon to be former house speaker Dennis Hastert, who didn't recall being told about a certain pedophile under his watch over a year ago, posses an incessant inability to recall events others deem important epochs in their time.

Unlike the child who states that his parent is wrong and by default is conducting an investigation under the premise of a lie, to preserve his/her honesty in the face of a potential bludgeoning, politicians "can't remember" in a tacit effective ploy to deceive and lie without out right lying. It's too potentially dangerous to flat out deny an action or event, because your lie can be exposed, but if you contract what Sean Carter once coined as "convenient amnesia" you follow a tactic that the court plea of "no contest" will forever envy, the onus is on the populace to decide. Given semantics tends to distract yet utterly confuse the average person like a cat fiddling with string, claiming lapse in memory is a grand path to follow while treading the murky swamps trying to maintain political credibility. Just don't try to use this ploy with ya parents if they don't believe in the "time out" corner.

Feeling Good Feeling Great

Happy…. Yes that is the feeling seems to be engrossing my being. Somehow it seems it shouldn't be this way. The temperature is dropping…and I hold a notorious hate for cold falls and impeding winters… The Steelers are 2-5, I miss my family, none more so than my sister…and her children. yet I know that even getting up out of here for "Thanksgiving" would be a coup upon its self.. And as of 10:41 am I still haven't received my Michigan absentee ballot, which Is causing enough underlying seething anger in me to punch a hole thru anyone who pushes the wrong button…or have a stroke…you know which ever comes first…

But…I'm smiling tho…I guess…as a expression of understanding and appreciation. I've really come to realize. that for as hard as I've always been on my self, there is a undefined amount of time left in my existence to accomplish great things. A friend recently asked me what I thought about perception…and while in the midst of conjuring up a reply I put my life in perspective, exiting such thoughts retaining some harsh truths, and potential great realities. Regardless of what great qualities others may think accurately or not, I possess, no matter what I personally know what my defined strengths are., I know that trepidation towards success, a recurring apathetic nature, and stubborn rigidity, our traits that have personally savagely plagued me. We. all have flaws, and (insert your higher power) knows I have more. I have come to a point now that I not only acknowledge them…but truly actively fight them. I recently had a very…very…sobering thought. "I've wasted the last 10 years of my life." Now….inherently that's a extremely false statement, I've accomplished. .alot….especially personally, and have amassed many great experiences. and truly priceless friends…… But I have wasted….my life….. Life is tme..and Time is life……what have I accomplished with it? What endeavors occupied the slot of successes that never were? The answers to such queries arouse great anger, but also understanding that creates the foundation of hope.

I'm one who hates to focuses on him self so I'm gonna cut this short… Real talk….(funny what disclaimers say lol) I know to many talented people with immaculate ideas not to take part in them. I owe myself and the many others who have helped cultivate the qualities about me that you admire to get to stop b.s'n and start grinding… Since I know these things…I guess the reason. I'm happy is due. to the excitement only potential can create.

Yeah sounds about right lol

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Know Your......

In a world constructed upon a base of exploitation, one would be wise to expect that anniversaries, no matter how much their sacredness is championed, are consistently subjects to insidious manipulation. The synthesis of media and government during the quinquennial (never heard of that word before?, neither did I before few weeks past) remembrance of the September 11th attacks spawned enough self justification to cause the even the most ardent of news watchers to avoid all manifestations created to usurp the senses and influence opinion. Omnipresent forces by default are impossible to ignore, so no matter how resistant segments of the populous where to specials, news, movies, and fictional documentaries, succinctly carved themes where still ultimately embedded within the minds of millions.

One of the most often repeated notions was "Protecting The Homeland". "I will", "We Must" "They Are" and "They Can't" where frequently espoused prefix's, alluding to the importance of protecting where U.S citizens reside vigorously. Bearing witness to such talk can do nothing but arise cynical irony in some who believe those same orators care nothing for the homeland or at best vast swaths of it.

The homeland was well under attack before 9/11 and continues to be besieged by intensifying ills at blitzkrieg like rates. We are expected to understand we must fight "them" over "there" to maintain our tranquil civilized life. A consistent plethora of imagery is strewn throughout our path to define who "they" are and why such a people are deserving of virulent condemnation, and how there culture itself is affront to "our" being.

"Islamic Radicals" are not "Them", or "They" and don't reside "There"

The Author apologies for wrongly including himself in the term "Our".

Questions:

Is the homeland safe when one out of every four of it's citizens lives in poverty?

Is the homeland safe when 1 out of 10 people can not attain employment?

If a number equaling 25% of its entire voting population permanently had its voting rights relinquished, would the home land be safe?

Is the home land safe when 13% of it's citizens in arguably it's most integral decade of life (20's) are restrained to prison facilities?

Would the future of the homeland be in Jeopardy if……….

The l1th largest city within its polity had an high school graduation rate barley over 20% while many more immense systems charged with educating the young barley can get 50% to reach attainment of a diploma.

More of the populace was incarcerated, than being educated through facilities of higher learning.

Those sworn to protect you, have the right to murder you and those cherish with immunity buttressed by society's manipulated will.

Does this sound like an idyllic homeland that must be protected by foreign incursion to you?

Is this your America?

Oh the joys of insulation and disdain

Over the course of the last 3 years with frantic urgency the United States has spent 318 billon dollars on the Iraq War…. Some statements are best left to be described by others so Salem news:

The breakdown is based on a total cost of $318.5 billion. That is $2,844 for every American household or $1,075 for every American. The money (already spent or allocated) is being spent at a rate $10 million per hour and $244 million per day.

$10 Million dollars per hour……….

What is the relevancy War Spending to the Homeland?

Given the infusion of the Iraq War within the 9/11 construct the enormity of funding placed as cost of endeavor is in essence protection money. Indeed many Americans would concur there is no price to great to insure their safety. But what if your relative safety had already vanished? What if the threat of your supposed placid existence, shown to be artificial, yet the vast amount of funds allotted to protect you where still being allocated to bestow "freedom" upon others? Would such actions be permissible when the domestic masses are asphyxiated by societal ills?

The queries posed are not hypothetical, yet the minds of those whom convert questions to reality mythical in honesty.

Insulation and Disdain

Given the Self Image we hold of ourselves, no matter how blunt the dictations and actions we undertake are, we fail to see ourselves as a warlike people. Beings of a belligerent society by their very nature, diminish the value of life, and practice insipid external actions upon its very own also, Hence "The War on Drugs" and "The War on Crime" amongst other conflicts. With any war there must be a "enemy", for at least superficially we believe the wanton destruction of humanity is a ghastly action to perform. When concocting the biography of said enemy, the most egregious of connotations are ascribed to his nature as to maximize the utility allotted to destroy him and while concurrently diminishes the inherit sympathy and compassion we believe by default resides in our beings. One of the tragic circumstance (or positive benefit to others) of formulating an enemy's standing is those whom share similarities of a physical or ideological nature, tend to get confused, intertwined with or out rightly perceived as the adversary. The consequence of such logical progressions is the wholesale punishment of innocents.

When defined evil cannot be deciphered from good, innocents are routinely condemned for conviction. Far from obvious to the oblivious, such residual action is routine in our land. While we are beaten over the head with pertinent duties derived from the social contract, the primary responsibly of protection, from domestic scourges no less is abandoned. The daily life threatening maladies alluded to previously in the fields of education, suffrage, employment, incarceration ,and state sanctioned murder are ignored at best or in a far to often saddening circumstance, justified. "The enemy gets what it deserves". "The enemy caused the plight it now resides in." The vacuum of thought is indeed airtight, suffocating the human life trapped within its confines.

The declared war against particular elements in our society has helped maintain and exacerbate disdain, and a utter lack of empathy towards certain "segments" of the United States. Actions surmise that there is no longer collateral damage, for collateral damage and the enemy are one in the same. If such a view is baseless, why wouldn't we as Americans try to solve these problems before creating other risks fiscal and life threatening abroad? Would you allot more to incarcerate or educate your children? There not your children you say, while thinking they are the enemy, so let the enemies schools be infested with vermin, but maintain a dearth of books and technology. Let the soldiers who fight your enemy bludgeon and slay the enemy at his whim, for the enemy by his very nature is deserving of such treatment.

The Questioned was asked…..and still is awaiting a answer.

Is this your America .

It's the authors.

One who perceives the War on Us to be far more Dire than A War on Terror, well at least as it pertains to us….not the enemy.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Lives Deemed Devoid of Value …. Part I

There often has remained a contention among the masses that history repeats its self. Some would find that premise not wholly accurate, as perfect facsimiles are often hard to discover. For certain segments of society a malaise of Detached Déjà vu would be presented for a suitable mantra, as they assess with varying ranges of emotion, the current horrific tragedy encompassing Lebanon and Israel.

The different pieces of the faint negative familiarity puzzle have been arising in recent times for some. Those who where to young to grasp (yet alive enough to feel) the destruction incurred during the destitute Reagan presidency are haphazardly beholden to a Bush executive that the most impartial of presidential historians would deem the worst in American history. Many who only know of the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution via textbook literature and Vietnam thru 80s cinema and the History channel, have traversed through the sham dialogue of Weapons of Mass Destruction the subsequent relinquishment of Colin Powells honor and credibility before the U.N and bear witness to a war in Iraq, that arises demons of U.S military action, as a country weve long tried to silence since the Vietnam era.

Now the aforementioned sector of persons alluded to earlier, who faintly heard about wars seemingly instigated by one of many zealous Arab nations against a pious Israel with only the leader of the free world, the United States standing by her side, have a fluid memory of their own.

The many who absorbed media dissemination of terrorist consistently attacking the Jewish homeland, then turned to study the realism of accurate history and proclaimed Israel was out of fucken control!!!, those individuals for the past two weeks are enduring a piece of living history which saddens there conscious embarrasses them as an Americans and causes them to surmiseIsrael is fucken crazy!!

Extreme prejudicial ignorance, ill informed passionate defenses, and fervent warmongering are the present symptoms being displayed amongst us, via inoculations administered by media and baleful politicos. The highly subjective objective media littered with its highly biased and well compensated pundits during the inception of this new perilous conflict, inundated gazing eyes and attentive ears with premonitions certain that WWIII was/is upon us.

In a surreal like manner it seemed that the mass media was happy to have an engrossing summer time story line, while neo conservatives where joyous at the coming of impeding devastation, for blood letting creates fertile ground democratic nation building. Those held captive by conscious and imagery come to know the fierce extents of their sadness, helplessness, and anger during these times. Inherent human compassion, if not yet whittled away by the mechanisms of man, bears us a default instinct which we should be ever grateful to have, even if it devastates us when we next expediently deduce our immediate singular power concluding with unacceptable findings.

The many manifestations of anger spawn from even more numerous differing elements. Deception, Callousness and the difficulty of trying to decipher whether ones intelligence has been insulted or if he/she is just in the presence of utter stupidity, almost assuredly will cause fury in the good hearted. The convoluted schematics that have been utilized to justify Israels recent atrocities dont deserve to be adjacent with the term logic.

Israel is defending its self.

Rational and cold as it me be, the nuance of worldly militarys, whether their members volunteered are where forced to conscribe, insures certain risks that ensure their pawn like status, and eases the pain brought upon by the maladies they endure. Given the well known hazards of military service, the world lest not Israel should not have been surprised when 2 of its soldiers where recently kidnapped by Hezbollah forces. The commandeering of personal and arrest and detention ( a eloquent phrase sometimes used to define kidnapping by legitimate states) of opposing forces has been along occurring practice along the Israeli Lebanon border, mostly done for intelligence or bargaining power hopefully utilized to free other captives. Nowhere in recent recollection has the kidnapping of individuals, let alone soldiers that states generally find disposable set off such catastrophic events events.

During the trying Iran Hostage Crisis in which 66 diplomats and civilians where held captive, the United States did not see fit to level the whole of Iran with superior military might. When 103 Israelis where held captive within the boundaries of Uganda, by Palestinians, the heads of Israel during such time did not deem it necessary to reign the hell of war upon Ugandan citizens, instead they strategically struck and garnered the freedom of those wrongfully held. We often hear talk of states acting as rational a actor, which causes some to infer that there nothing but individual actors on worldly stage, and reassess the micro macro perspective. Israel in its current state, is acting like the materialistic nihilistic individual who repeatedly stabs the soul who stepped upon his Jordans.

Even more analogous would be the surmising that Israel is acting in the manner of domestically demonized street hoodlums who when one of its soldiers is kidnapped or killed, bends a corner and lets loose round upon round of sporadic gunfire in a residential neighborhood directed at they mamas house cuz thats where they all stay at!!!

Americans who hold that Israel is defending her self have attached themselves to the convenient mislead empathic premise of We would do the same thing if Cuba was shooting missiles at us. Knowing Americas sordid track record of foreign relations, one could find truth in such a assertion even if it is devoid of respect for humanity or justice.

The murdering of innocents in any fashion incurred by the following of whatever rational is inherently wrong (The ideologies of there are no innocent in the realm of political action given the state is, another representation of the citizenry, is recognized if not wholly agreed with) so the condoning of rockets being shot into civilian territories deservers nothing but condemnation. When the majority read the last sentence there mind automatically will equate it to Hezbollah, which on a level is true. What they wont do, is find it capable with out inner strife, to at the outset attribute those actions to Israel if at all.

Hezbollah, without discounting the egregiousness of its actions, did not begin to rain missiles upon northern Israel until, it along with vast swaths of Lebanon was besieged by the IDF vastly more devastating weaponry. For those who deduce such logic as childish He/She started it banter, please recognize that is the exact moral platform Israel is speaking from, just from a far less credible angle.

Israels wickedness of action is shown through it loose justifications and half hearted precautions. Stating that Hezbollah is embedded within the general populace, is a sham of a excuse or rationalization that presupposes and even plans for the killing of civilians. The dropping of leaflets from the sky, warning individuals to leave yet another travesty masquerading as good will.

If you can, imagine being told to completely uproot your life, and all it encompasses, family friends, employment, consciously leaving behind all or your worldly possessions, not know when you will be able to return to them, as your mind tells you odds are good there might not being anything remaining for you to return to. Imagine not having the funding to embark on such a solemn journey, leaving your fate to Israeli generals and American crafted instruments of death. Envision being monetarily sufficient enough to sojourn northward away from the focus of main hostilities.hoping that your not the unlucky vehicle that appears as a dot upon the radar while bombs are about to be dropped on the strategic bridge you are crossing.

One has to ask, how any statement of compassion for civilians could be feigned when even when modern day Samaritans of various International Organizations (Red Cross, U.N) are not insulated from defensive state wrath. The cuddly phase of Disproportionate Response is completely devoid of the conveyance necessary to state unjust murder of far too many.

Peace

MSN Daconection@hotmail.com

Yahoo Illaimofdaconection

Lives Deemed Devoid of Value …. Part I

There often has remained a contention among the masses that history repeats its self. Some would find that premise not wholly accurate, as perfect facsimiles are often hard to discover. For certain segments of society a malaise of Detached Déjà vu would be presented for a suitable mantra, as they assess with varying ranges of emotion, the current horrific tragedy encompassing Lebanon and Israel.

The different pieces of the faint negative familiarity puzzle have been arising in recent times for some. Those who where to young to grasp (yet alive enough to feel) the destruction incurred during the destitute Reagan presidency are haphazardly beholden to a Bush executive that the most impartial of presidential historians would deem the worst in American history. Many who only know of the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution via textbook literature and Vietnam thru 80s cinema and the History channel, have traversed through the sham dialogue of Weapons of Mass Destruction the subsequent relinquishment of Colin Powells honor and credibility before the U.N and bear witness to a war in Iraq, that arises demons of U.S military action, as a country weve long tried to silence since the Vietnam era.

Now the aforementioned sector of persons alluded to earlier, who faintly heard about wars seemingly instigated by one of many zealous Arab nations against a pious Israel with only the leader of the free world, the United States standing by her side, have a fluid memory of their own.

The many who absorbed media dissemination of terrorist consistently attacking the Jewish homeland, then turned to study the realism of accurate history and proclaimed Israel was out of fucken control!!!, those individuals for the past two weeks are enduring a piece of living history which saddens there conscious embarrasses them as an Americans and causes them to surmiseIsrael is fucken crazy!!

Extreme prejudicial ignorance, ill informed passionate defenses, and fervent warmongering are the present symptoms being displayed amongst us, via inoculations administered by media and baleful politicos. The highly subjective objective media littered with its highly biased and well compensated pundits during the inception of this new perilous conflict, inundated gazing eyes and attentive ears with premonitions certain that WWIII was/is upon us.

In a surreal like manner it seemed that the mass media was happy to have an engrossing summer time story line, while neo conservatives where joyous at the coming of impeding devastation, for blood letting creates fertile ground democratic nation building. Those held captive by conscious and imagery come to know the fierce extents of their sadness, helplessness, and anger during these times. Inherent human compassion, if not yet whittled away by the mechanisms of man, bears us a default instinct which we should be ever grateful to have, even if it devastates us when we next expediently deduce our immediate singular power concluding with unacceptable findings.

The many manifestations of anger spawn from even more numerous differing elements. Deception, Callousness and the difficulty of trying to decipher whether ones intelligence has been insulted or if he/she is just in the presence of utter stupidity, almost assuredly will cause fury in the good hearted. The convoluted schematics that have been utilized to justify Israels recent atrocities dont deserve to be adjacent with the term logic.

Israel is defending its self.

Rational and cold as it me be, the nuance of worldly militarys, whether their members volunteered are where forced to conscribe, insures certain risks that ensure their pawn like status, and eases the pain brought upon by the maladies they endure. Given the well known hazards of military service, the world lest not Israel should not have been surprised when 2 of its soldiers where recently kidnapped by Hezbollah forces. The commandeering of personal and arrest and detention ( a eloquent phrase sometimes used to define kidnapping by legitimate states) of opposing forces has been along occurring practice along the Israeli Lebanon border, mostly done for intelligence or bargaining power hopefully utilized to free other captives. Nowhere in recent recollection has the kidnapping of individuals, let alone soldiers that states generally find disposable set off such catastrophic events events.

During the trying Iran Hostage Crisis in which 66 diplomats and civilians where held captive, the United States did not see fit to level the whole of Iran with superior military might. When 103 Israelis where held captive within the boundaries of Uganda, by Palestinians, the heads of Israel during such time did not deem it necessary to reign the hell of war upon Ugandan citizens, instead they strategically struck and garnered the freedom of those wrongfully held. We often hear talk of states acting as rational a actor, which causes some to infer that there nothing but individual actors on worldly stage, and reassess the micro macro perspective. Israel in its current state, is acting like the materialistic nihilistic individual who repeatedly stabs the soul who stepped upon his Jordans.

Even more analogous would be the surmising that Israel is acting in the manner of domestically demonized street hoodlums who when one of its soldiers is kidnapped or killed, bends a corner and lets loose round upon round of sporadic gunfire in a residential neighborhood directed at they mamas house cuz thats where they all stay at!!!

Americans who hold that Israel is defending her self have attached themselves to the convenient mislead empathic premise of We would do the same thing if Cuba was shooting missiles at us. Knowing Americas sordid track record of foreign relations, one could find truth in such a assertion even if it is devoid of respect for humanity or justice.

The murdering of innocents in any fashion incurred by the following of whatever rational is inherently wrong (The ideologies of there are no innocent in the realm of political action given the state is, another representation of the citizenry, is recognized if not wholly agreed with) so the condoning of rockets being shot into civilian territories deservers nothing but condemnation. When the majority read the last sentence there mind automatically will equate it to Hezbollah, which on a level is true. What they wont do, is find it capable with out inner strife, to at the outset attribute those actions to Israel if at all.

Hezbollah, without discounting the egregiousness of its actions, did not begin to rain missiles upon northern Israel until, it along with vast swaths of Lebanon was besieged by the IDF vastly more devastating weaponry. For those who deduce such logic as childish He/She started it banter, please recognize that is the exact moral platform Israel is speaking from, just from a far less credible angle.

Israels wickedness of action is shown through it loose justifications and half hearted precautions. Stating that Hezbollah is embedded within the general populace, is a sham of a excuse or rationalization that presupposes and even plans for the killing of civilians. The dropping of leaflets from the sky, warning individuals to leave yet another travesty masquerading as good will.

If you can, imagine being told to completely uproot your life, and all it encompasses, family friends, employment, consciously leaving behind all or your worldly possessions, not know when you will be able to return to them, as your mind tells you odds are good there might not being anything remaining for you to return to. Imagine not having the funding to embark on such a solemn journey, leaving your fate to Israeli generals and American crafted instruments of death. Envision being monetarily sufficient enough to sojourn northward away from the focus of main hostilities.hoping that your not the unlucky vehicle that appears as a dot upon the radar while bombs are about to be dropped on the strategic bridge you are crossing.

One has to ask, how any statement of compassion for civilians could be feigned when even when modern day Samaritans of various International Organizations (Red Cross, U.N) are not insulated from defensive state wrath. The cuddly phase of Disproportionate Response is completely devoid of the conveyance necessary to state unjust murder of far too many.

Peace

MSN Daconection@hotmail.com

Yahoo Illaimofdaconection

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Domestic Policy ……..Paying Rent

Sometimes you haft to be re acquainted with what you strongly identify with. Elements that comprise your being are often lost within the bureaucracy of life experience, recognized thru memory, but ignored in consistent action. I havent and never will contract hood amnesia, or arguably, the more horrid affliction of Déjà vu, given my omnipresent, life dependent like grasp on reality, but delineations between sincere detached concern, and events that enact kinetic self interest, with potentially irreversible inertia, must be honestly adhered to. On a recent holiday educed excursion to my place of birth, I was fully embraced by events which caused emotions (Sorry Mega, fully respecting your highly lyrical acumen, I refuse to abide by Only Bitches deal with emotions) that traversed elation to utter despair, once again reinforcing the personally empirical maxim of ignorance is bliss while leaving me to concur reality is pain.

During my tenure at the prestigious Friendship Elementary school when not getting right off of powdered kool aid or acquiring the experience required for me to write bars such as ( Feel no sorrow / If Kevan Barlow blew out both knees tomorrow) I learned the concepts of context clues, and foreshadowing. If I chose to utilize said tools, I would have known what I was in for when WAMO before playing a Toni Braxton song preceded it with a barrage of gunshots, sad ,and highly ironic considering that the station is now located in Beaver Falls, but I digress.

Initially things were most enjoyable. Often I repeat the refrain I really only love Pittsburgh for my family friends and the Steelers thats it, with the additional caveat of $1.50 MGDs, much of that remained true. Visiting the ultimate pillar off all things good known as my grandmother, respecting and recognizing with pride the Grown Man my boy Jeff holds down, visiting prior loves, which I will probably continue to love on some level until I perish and seeing my sister which, if havent mentioned before is infinitely superior to me in all aspects., including creating beautiful and intelligent carriers of our linage, which my presently unknown future wife and I will have certainly haft to toil markedly to craft children as amazing as my nephews and niece. They say that sunshine follows rain however, I guess neglecting the fact that the day was most likely nice before the rain even came. I endured the perfect storm.

The women, the children: Completely devoid of any ploys for sentiment, only encompassing personal experience and study while fully recognizing the former is no matter how sardonic, is the weakest form of proof, few if any things dictates ones life like their mother. Keenness wasnt required during observance of group of women diversely unique, yet sharing the same struggle. Blessed with earths most important responsibility, they have and continue to negotiate lifes adverse terrain. Obstacles that would be completely insurmountable for majority to overcome, they endure, often with acrimonious at best relations with those who should love and support them the most. I witnessed countless women some with 1 child others with more, some extremely young the rest a complete smattering of pre 30 adult range maintaining arguably the hardest yet most unsung task maintaining whole family structure and the enormity it contains purely as a solo actor. Having no child of my own, I can not honestly speak the pressures, joys, disillusionments ect of being a father or having to deal with the covenant with your childs mother. No restraint in absentia judgment is held due to lack of experience in the utter disappointment, shame, and anger for fathers being dreadfully perfecting nonexistence. Not solely or even mainly for the children during this very moment, but for those who where once child also, who struggle and often suffer, though surrounded by life, alone. Where does such a path lead?

Views Values, mindset which ever you choose to utilize where solidified and radically altered during my trip. Solidified: racism is going nowhere. All jokes contain some semblance of truth, origin, and sadness. While all in love, they jaunts of black ass nigga, bright ass nigga, among others where bandied around the air, even ya boy had a cool conflict sparked off by you aint Indian nigga. Inner divisions masked by laughter often manifest as hate in other forms withstanding correlations or not. The hate that hate made was omnipresent. Good old fashion American racism in the form of statements and slanders of half breeds directed toward mixed people, and you are unaware, honky not cracker is the racially charged form of slander most popular in the Burgh. As I conversed with a few persons I became immersed within incidents filled with pain that had to alter its structure to attack others lest not destroy ones self. No matter how much I desired to explain that one should try look at persons, no matter there creed or despicable character, as individuals, not as a member of a race known for homogeneous actions, the impact of living history was just to grand. When one is ostracized from a group for the vast majority of there life, and the minimal contact they have with the foreign group comes in the form of harassment, ignorance or those trying usurp freedom, introducing a new schema of perception is extremely difficult, in a completely understandable way.

Music and Drugs: Often Ive assailed the overwhelming predominance of crack, snow, coke, heroin, or fuck it work in rap. My negative assessment mainly has be fueled by the notion that life contains a massive abundance of aspects that could be addressed thru hip hop (generally) that are completely cognitively ignored for the sake of profit or ease of creation. I understand, lived slightly, and have seen realities often spoke of, but when people like Busta Rhymes talk about getting coke from Pablo Escobars daughter, I tend to loose it.

Refresher courses are not just restricted to the corporate world. Witnessing countless individuals chirping (okay squawking) one another about potential sales, or the location of the pigs whose station resides but a couple blocks away. Seeing people take penitentiary chances as the ground level effects of congressional bills in the manifestation of Gestapo patrol cars speedily roaming blocks looking to add the already 2 million individuals incarcerated in the country, all in the name of paying rent, all in order to survive. As, in their most basic form, labor themes, of Hustle Hard Everyday Im Hussling Jeezy the snow man repeatedly rang out in the early summer air, for the first time in my existence I decided narcotics should be legal. When analyzed, the putrid mixture brewed in the caldron of The War on Drugs, there almost seems no other logical path to take. Destitute individuals are forced to sell product that further crumbles there surroundings, and deteriorates the future prospects if not flat out seizing their freedom. The reactionary, to the meticulously devious, construct a plan of relief, that imposes an all ready unwanted, repressive police presence which only exacerbates the problem and hideously squanders funds that could be much better allocated to restructuring lives. Instead billions are used for the latently nefarious admitted goal of taking people off of the streets.

Upon vacating my land of birth to answer the beckoning of labor and responsibility in V.A the next morning, I still held love for my family, friends, and yes city, but my disdain for country sadly increased.

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